July 12, 2010
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Seriously... !
I've become more of a serious person lately. I have less patience than I did, and things stress me out more. I'm not exactly sure if stressed is the right word. More like, angry at a situation. I get annoyed that there are only so many hours in a day. I get annoyed when I find that I'm wasting time, or I can't do two things at once. I get annoyed that I actually have to sleep, instead of doing something productive.
I get so angry that i feel my jaw tighten. I try to fight through the exhaustion, to the point where my performance is suffering, and then I force myself to sleep. Other times I can't sleep, I waste time trying to decompress... only to realize that I'm never going to be able to catch up on my sleep if I'm up late trying to "relax."
I wish I had more time in my day to do more. I wish I had more time in the day to work harder.
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one viewpoint that sticks out in my mind that someone older and wiser has said is, "life is too short to be so serious all the time."
another viewpoint is that, once you step back and detach yourself from the emotions that the situation you are in is causing you, then you'll be able to buckle down and handle the situation.
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